Last night spent the night at Starbucks and talked with old friends about random stuff. Hopefully going to SF Frisco soon this Friday or Saturday, last time I went was like in January for New Years it was a awesome new years saw some cops take down this Black guy for now reason which sucked but I could do nothing about except say craze ass cops. I also got a cool new ipod mini 6Gb for like 240 bucks good price. Saw this pretty cool Thai fighting movie called Png- Bak The Thai Warrior good movie alot of tight Muy Thai kick boxing action. In the process of becoming more white than I already am haaa (I am 1/2 white + 1/2 indian[from india]) by dying hair and gottee blonde and look cooler haa. Also got some new Castle last night good solid beer not like BudWiser which I think has no quality to it. OR that TsingTao beer for China also pretty solid.

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Wow days sure pass by so fast lately. One minute it's morning the next minute the day is already gone. I hope this year I can make more friends. Latey the past year or so I have met some ok people but not really friends. I only met one real friend , a person I can count on. Sometimes there is loneliness then life seems meaningless. All things that have been done don't seem to matter. Life is to damn complicated. My goal is to change my personality and talk more and meet more people. I don't talk much so sometimes I get lonely which leads to depression and sometimes I want to scream and let all the problems and my failures go away. Well all I can do is pray to God to change my personality so that I can live a more healthy life. I love playing Violin. At first it is just a instrument , but over the years it becomes bound to you like a wife and you cannot give it up. I have been trying to work out and become stronger hope I will not fail and stick with it.

Today I did not do much.  I watched the movie called Cheaper By The Dozen with Hilary Duff and Steve Martin.  I want to give a shout out to Suzie your cool. Today when I went to BlockBuster Video they were fixing the light fixtures and putting new ones on so they had a ladder in between video aisles tough to see all the movie selections.  Other than that tomorrow is my haircut day because right now the hair in the front goes all the way down to my eyebrows so I need to cut it.

The afternoon :  Today went to my stupid orthodontist in the morning.  I then went to the Fashion Fair Mall in Fresno. I went to a store called Buckle and then went Pacsun. I got one pair of jeans from buckle store bk something jeans. Then I got another pair of jeans from PacSun.  Now I hope im chick magnified.  Then went to Best Buy and got the Hoobastank cd which is pretty cool.  That's the buys day. Yesteday watched the KING OF COMEDY DAVE CHAPELLEE he is the best comedian in the history of comedy. I also went to see the Jet Li movie HERO  which is very good. giving a shout out to Susie and SexyCutSuz. I also got cologne called Kira. The girl that worked at PacSun was hot. I wanted to say " Hey how you doin".

Today was a wierd day. Some how my dad starts telling me to not get any credit cards cause the bank will just skrew you over with overcharges and stuff.  Then I tell him that the actor Jamie Foxx look like the taxi cab driver that drove us to the airport when we went to China.  Then when the taxi cab driver asked us where we were going, my dad said that my mom said to the taxi driver we were going on vacation. My dad said she should not have said that cause he can't be trusted. I was like why the fuck not because he happended to be african american. Then my dad's like yeah. So i told him you can't just think like that and follow sterotypes. But I doubt my dad listed. I can't believe my dad thinks like this, that's totally crazy. He should no better being a person of color.